I was heavily drawing in my sorrow. There is nothing compared, not even all the terrible things that happen in my life combine (which was so many) Grinch I’m not arguing I’m explaining why I’m right came close to how horrible that moment was. I felt suffocated, but somehow I try to convince myself it was wrong, but I was very much losing it.
Grinch I’m not arguing I’m explaining why I’m right shirt
I thought of taking a walk and yet, even though I believe to be best, I was afraid something could possibly come to my mind, and going outside just raised the risks. Yet since I was suffocating, I just went for a walk. And slowly I was able to surface and think. I just thought of my whole life. How so many horrible things happen, and what would have been the point of existing if I did just to be felt empty and at the end dead in the most horrific way. Grinch I’m not arguing I’m explaining why I’m right I refused to believe that was my purpose. That slowly fueled me like nothing else ever did.
After much research and my try and errors, I was able to get results practicing yoga. After getting better I even push myself, because I knew my body needed to straighten if it were to have any chance to heal. At that point I would have rather lose the ability to walk, then to keep suffering with barely been able to walk. So I started to practice for the triathlon. I was horrible to start with, but I slowly and steadily got better and better. Never ended up racing on a triathlon, as I met my wife and got married.