When you thought you’ve lost the world but in fact, you’ve just opened the door to a brand new, and much better beginning, and looking back feeling blessed with no regrets.
Snoopy what Christmas is all about shirt
For the first time, I couldn’t fix, couldn’t heal, couldn’t pick him up, couldn’t make him better!!!! I couldn’t heal him! For the first time, I felt completely numb, helpless, completely lost! My life went from full & rainbow to empty & dark. My heart was a beautiful stained glass window. In a blink, it just shattered into dust and blew away. What defined me throughout this is that I live with this loss every second of every day. A truly broken heart doesn’t heal it just learns to keep beating as each day comes and goes. One learns to paint a smile on their face in public then lets the rolling waters fall behind closed doors. One learns to act like nothing happened on the external core but on the internal every piece has broken and withered away.
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Snoopy what Christmas is all about. Realizing that I deserved a true partner and not someone who put me down when a situation didn’t go his way. This was not the kind of person I would want my daughters to grow up and marry, so why was I not as worthy as they are to me? Am I not someone’s daughter? That day my whole life changed for the better, and I’m now with the person I feel deep in my soul I was supposed to be with. The day my ex-kidnaped our son for 35 days because I filed for divorce that day when I thought I was going to die It brought out the fighter in me, 3 years later I’m still standing with my son and not needing support or validation from anyone. The moment I admitted my errors and I started to react according to that truth, that if I hurt myself first and still hurting myself but I started learning my lessons better.