Love yourself enough to heal your wounds. Carrying bitterness gives power to what you have survived and eventually blackens your soul. Full moons are only scary if you’re a werewolf or a nurse shirt “Like attracts like”, so you will be setting yourself up for a lifetime of settling with bitchy people and a lack of joy. You deserve better
Full moons are only scary if you’re a werewolf or a nurse shirt
I decided that if I ever leave my relationship that I’d never love again, my eyes are open to what people who say they’ve loved me are capable of so I just don’t trust others enough to feel like I could let my guard down like that. But I could never use my experiences to use and hurt innocent people because I’ve been hurt. I’d rather be alone than to punish others for the fault of someone else. Full moons are only scary if you’re a werewolf or a nurse shirt I relate on such a deep level. And I can tell you, it will take time to move on, if you ever completely can. It’s been 14 years and I’m still not quite myself, but I have to try. I can’t allow myself to reach his level, what does that say about me? It took a long time and quite a process to reach that point. But you can do it. You are more than strong enough, and far more deserving.
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When you are ready, I would like to suggest getting counseling. What you went through was no less than traumatic and what is sad is, the next amazing man will not get the opportunity to love you the way you deserve, because you’re now tainted with the past abuse of your previous relationship. I don’t want to see you block your own blessings because of this DOUCHE BAG that hurt you. I understand. I have done the same. kick em to the curb! I can’t trust men. I wish I would have could have stayed in love with my crush – he did not love me like I loved him…..sometimes I wished she would die..then, no not really. I just give up. GIVE UP. can’t trust..nothing. I wish I had this home…full of counseling…nobody has any time, after their wages, taxes…no time. Your good..it’ll be ok. Takes a lifetime to learn …this crap.